I liked omar, a lot. But he ended up moving to Illinois, haven't heard from him since.

Freshmen year came and went, I was asked out twice, but from weirdos i didn't even know. I wondered what the heck was wrong with me? Why didn't any decent looking guys ask me out?

I didn't consider my self ugly. I was still sort of shy though, at least around people I didn't know. I decided not to stress that much about it.. But I did. Almost everyone around my age had already had a boyfriend, why didn't I?

That summer I did everything I could to improve myself. I excercised, I picked up a guitar, I went shopping, I excercised my drawing skills, I even learned how to exfoliate my skin.

I enjoyed everything having to do with music, so playing the guitar let me spill out my feelings using that beutiful sound i like to call music.

I went back to school that fall I made new friends again, but almost everything was the same. Then I met Jesse.

We had the same math class and we talked often. He was a mexican hipster, and had nice light brown eyes and dark brown shaggy hair. Soon we began to flirt a little. I saw him often, and noticed he had a lot of gal friends. I didn't care though. He was always hugging everyone and had this easy going personality.

Then one day, he asked me out to the movies, i was so happy and said ok.

It was the most wonderful night of my life, we went into the movies and he threw popcorn at me all the time, I did too. We had a popcorn fight until this guy told us to 'quit it'. We watched the movie, and he held my hand as we were getting out of the theater. Then we went to the mall (cuz the theater was located inside a mall) and went into lots of diffrent stores. We dissaranged a lot of stuff so that people couldn't find what they were looking for. We went up and down the elevator a billion times. And once, when we were alone in the elevator, he kissed me. Then I went home. And I was happy. We texted eachother like mad, and i didn't go to sleep till like midnight.

next chpt will be called... destruction

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