The battle lately i have been going though alot - at every angle thiers something - people i mean really sometimes i don't think i am going make it why me i ask my self why me - can it just be i am dreaming , and soon i'll wake up .... yet here i am tryin to live right , it's hard sometimes , and sometimes we do give up but you know it's going be worth it in the end - the battle is the lords -something greats going come out of it - the only thing for me i don't really have many people i can trust that i can talk to about stuff if i do talk to someone they are blessed - cause i am that kind of girl i don't trust people - trust is earned anyways we have to be able even know it's hard to tell our problems to our maker to be stong to go on hard to do - lifes so hard ,v and somtimes people can make life hard on you - they sometimes say things - the tonue is deadly - really though people words can kill - and words hurt worser than anything words are more deadly than well - look it up we have to be careful what we say , and what we do sometimes it's hard to do cause people say things to you , and you want to say something back , but it's best if you don't if you hold on one more moment the battle is over the lord wil
l take care of it - the lord knows - he knows the hearts of men and the intions of men too- people have to live with what they do - we have to live with what we do , and we don't have to answer for what other people do - we have to check our selfs sometimes , we have to have our own reltionship with god - not someone elses , cause they can't do it for us, they are not going pay for what we do - it's a walk - sometimes it's good , sometimes bad - it's a marriage - a realtionship , and sometimes he has more faith in us than what we have in our selfs - the battle could be that we need stentght he is giving us cause sometimes we need it the road sometimes gets hard to travel without it - depends on whats the plan he has for you in your life , depends - lifes never going be easy - but you just have to know what he wants , and whats going on -sometimes it's not the devil sometimes it's people sometimes it's our self - sometimes it's the devil you will know cause it comes at all angles , and you just have to be careful , and cautious to what s going on around you than if you make a mistake learn from it , and don't do it again , and make things right maintain your reationships anyways got to go i got church tonight i missed sunday so i am going try to go tonight so that i can beat this okay be praying cause i need it